Every time u travel without me, I know that I'll have plenty of free time.. I can do all the delayed mashaweer, visits and tasks.. I start planning my busy schedule and write notes with events, calls, dates.. spend a lot of time trying to fit all these things in the few days u r not here..
And as soon as u leave, I just lose interest in doing anything, in going out, attending meetings or concerts, shopping, watching movies, ..
Even afraid of seeing friends.. I think I'll feel more lonely when doing the things we do together without u.